20.10.11

If everything you are doing is not as perfect as you want them to be, do less and make those things perfect.

30.09.11

Plan things well so you can use your time wisely!!

That's what I learned in New York.

Planning means sorting out the tasks and having goals to achieve, which I have Bren lacking in my life. I should really work hard though, to actually feel like I am getting better everyday.

So at the end of the I can feel like I deserve a cake or two.

28.09.11

Now I have an iPhone app for blogging I can do this anywhere I want! I hope to update with more stuff later... Nut Facebook, twitter and this... Can I really keep those up? I am not sure.

29.03.11

there was something wrong with me,
because I once forgot how much I loved them.

25.03.11

今回の震災で色々考えることが出来た。

その考えられる、将来に希望が持てるということ自体、
感謝するべきだと思う。

今こうやって仕事中にもブログを書いていられる自分。
メールや電話で好きな人に話せる自分。
家族や知り合いに被害がなかった自分。


節電やガス不足、また放射能で不安になることはある。

でも、生きていてしかもやりたいことが出来る自分に感謝。
そして、こういった環境にいられるのも、
今周りにいる友人や家族、そして遠くにいる知り合いのお蔭です。

今の自分に導いてくれた人たち。

迷いはあるけれど、
自分の信じることに突き進んでいきたい。

大丈夫、まだ生きてるから。

21.03.11

More than a week before the biggest disaster in Japan, since the WWII.

People in Tokyo live in fear;
yet they show no sign of it - and instead they live and work as they usually do.
This is not because they are not scared, but they have hope.

They have hope for the country.

They also don't want to show any fear, so those up in the north, who have no houses, food, electricity, warmth, or even family, friends or lovers, have less fear.

I am in Tokyo right now.

I left it for two days, due to loneliness of all my friends leaving.

My best friend and my love, left.
No sign after their leave. Just the fact they were enjoying their lives.
Happy for them, but it wasn't very easy.

Me not being able to leave, being left alone, trying to convince myself that it's fine.

So I was thinking to myself it was all their fault, until I started realizing that they are just doing what they wanna do, and I'm just not a part of their lives as much as I think they are in mine....but well, tough luck.

I called around to see who's up for hosting me, found a very nice friend that has a really nice house back in Shizuoka.
Good food, good house, good town...it was very nice, indeed.


But enough of my weekend; the place I am spending my life in is going through much bigger problem.

We still have yet to figure out how to build up the economy and have the trust from the people towards the government.

It's tearing apart; people leaving Tokyo temporarily.

We need to stick together.

But it's late now, I will write later.

24.01.11

I can depend on a lot of people,
but just not the one I want to depend on.

I might as well spend the life on my own.